Woohoo

Yeah so i finally got home.. its like 4 in the morning... over here playin with my cat who all of a sudden wants to be obsessed with me... Today I went to the palisades mall to see if i could find a coat... No luck and it was late by the time i got there. I became saddened by the fact that even the xl coats that i loved didn't fit.. I am on this diet but i dunno.. i need to goto a dietician and a doctor cus i think i am at high risk of gettin diabetes already... I mean all i eat is salad and drink water.. I admit i don't excersize much, but doesn't DDR count a lil? My car has made me lazy but i love her to death. It sucks and now i need to find a job.. I really want to land this mta job so that i can move outta my house... AGH... i need to chant.. meditate... life sucks... why me?! Blah effin Blah-Q

I can't take this anymore..

I am getting tired of being in this house... Every fucking day I have to dish out 20 dollars to some drug addict when i barely have enough money to pay my bills... I come home to the same bullshit everynight and its getting on my nerves... Its bad enough that I am not doing good in school and now i think i have a health issue. WTF.... I am gonna move out if it takes every last penny I have. ARGH!!