Quizzes again!!

I'll update when i get back home.. still at ron's house..!!Your Heart is Blue What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by QuizillaMy inner child is sixteen years old!Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but whileadults might just accept that, I knowsomething's gotta change. And it's gonnachange, just as soon as I become an adult andget some power of my own. How Old is Your Inner Child? brought to you by QuizillaI am sooo not 16 anymore.. ::pouts:: THIS IS NOT FAIR!!!well its better than being 45.. woohoo!!lata- Q

quizzes cuz i am bored..

You are Red.Th color of passion. You put your eart and soulinto what you do...or who you do. Red's tendto have one hell of a sex drive. Don't let ittake you over. What Color Best Represents Your Personality? brought to you by QuizillaProstitution?!?! LMFAO!!! Which deadly sin do you represent? (Angel Sanctuary Pics) brought to you by QuizillaYou are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator."And The Goddess planted the acorn of life.She cried a single tear and shed a single dropof blood upon the earth where she buried it.From her blood and tear, the acorn grew intothe world."Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek),Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian).The Goddess is associated with the concept ofcreation, the number 1, and the element ofearth.Her sign is the dawn sun.As a member of Form 1, you are a charismaticindividual and people are drawn to you.Although sometimes you may seem emotionallydistant, you are deeply in tune with otherpeople's feelings and have tremendous empathy.Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect yourown self. Goddesses are the best friends tohave because they're always willing to help. Which Mythological Form Are You? brought to you by QuizillaYou represent... naivete.So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy attimes, but it's only because you're not surehow to act. You give off that "I need tobe protected vibe." Remember that not allpeople are good. Being too trusting will getyou easily hurt. What feeling do you represent? brought to you by QuizillaI am not naive! I am shy tho.. i guess i answered some ?'s wrong lmao!!!Night- q

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I need to chant... and shit my beads are in my car... I can't deal with this house anymore... this grown ass man being the nuisance he is and causing stress on everybody... Me and my grandma need to leave... we need to get the fuck out...NOW!!!! If there is no way to get him out .. then we need to leave cus this is really no way to live at all.. For those of you who do read my journal... never do drugs.. and never become a nuisance to your family... because there is no future for people who do drugs.. and once you become a nuisance to your family... they'll forget all about u... Cus i wish i could forget out him.. Him is my uncle... He is 39 years old and he does drugs.. not just weed... but everything... he also is a skitzo... he's been doing drugs for about 25 years.. and no matter how many times we have tried to help him... It just won't stop.... it being the maddness and stress and anger he causes my family day after day.... The shit is.. I have to live with him... and his bullshit... I am constantly loaning him money, constantly having to deal with him thinkin he is my father... Just a couple of weeks ago we had to call the cops cus he was gettin an attitude about me coming in late with ron.. He really thinks he runs this household cus he is the only man.. I used to be scared.. but my anger won't let me be scared anymore.. for once I have began to stand up to him because I realize..I am not the young one... he is...if he has to borrow money from an 18 year old and depend on me to bring home food every night.. when he is 39 and he gets 700 dollars a month for doing nothing?!? He should be supporting us.. instead.. my house looks like crap cus he doesn't mow the lawns.. take out the garbage or help out around here.. All he does is eat our food and take our money.. sometimes getting violent if we won't give it to him.... Thats drugs for you...Because of the stress at home that i have.. i have began to do bad in school.. not be able to concentrate.. or even have fun.. I try my hardest to stay away from my house.. spendin long nights at ron's or just driving around.. Most people find comfort in their homes.. instead I have to find comfort in the streets... I hate leaving my grandma here cus she is alone with him and she can't do anything when he starts on his rage....There is no way to stop it.. that is why we need to leave... for those of u who think u got it bad.. u could always have it worse...wayyy worse... Every night i come home to him demandin money or fuckn with me in general... Is this what me and my grandmother deserve? Is this the way we are suppose to live... I feel its just not fair..Maybe i'll go cry... although it never really helps... I feel so empty when i cry.. like i have no heart... I'm filled with so much anger and unhappiness that it actually hurts me to cry...I should be happy.. I am 18.. i am suppose to be having school issues, boy problems and tryin to find a job.. instead i feel like 40 year old with 2 kids havin to support them...zip-pah-dee-doo-fucking-dah! - Q

PICCY'S!!!

Yay i got em!! ENJOY!!!-q

Its really funny...

Isn't it funny how people can turn their backs so easily on people who truly care for them... I don't get it...Losers- Q

woohoo!!!!

Well i am finally home after a long halloween night...actually for the time i was down there.. ctf proved to be some fun... played some games and got a lot of looks that i know i deserved lol...This old spanish guy was stalkin me... FUCK! i forgot to take a picture of me in my costume to show everybody.. ok well i will put it back on tomorrow and have ron do it for me.. I think that for once.. even while i'm a lil fat..i felt sexy and that is all that matters....I got to chill with people i don't normally chill with which was very cool :).. I wish i could relive this night so i could get there earlier and have more fun...I am finally learning how to read songs on 1x no mods.. flat... yeah I ROCK! But yeah it was cool today... tomorrow is Ron's lil brothers b-day.. gonna chill out at their house... ron doesn't have to work for the weekends.. which is cool.. cus i actually miss seeing him...kinda good because when u miss someone u love em more.. Its so tru...I wish he could have gotten there a lil earlier so i would not have felt so uncomfy in my nakedness but it was cool and everything still turned out good for the rest of the night...Damn I hope i didn't get Andre home to late =\ ... SORRY ANDRE! Traffic was totally horrific, but we had fun gettin through it... Me and ron will be sure to make u like some DnB cd's so u can get more of a taste for it.. DnB is the best (lol i know andre probably doesn't read this but whatever lol)I am gona go like friend a whole buncha people.. lol my live journal sucks... I will post those pics tomorrow LATA- Q

Love the world? oh please

Hi again... its me... q... i haven't updated in awhile.. hah nuttin has changed really... life still sucks and i stll hate my uncle.. he is really starting to get the best of my nerves and i HATE how he is acting towards me and my grandma.. especially my grandma.. he acts like shit to her.. then complains about her treatin him bad... i wish i had a gun... but i don't want to goto jail... I'm gonna hire a hit man.. i swear to the air... I dunno anymore... its crap...Anyways... me and andrea been searchin for our halloween outfits.. I found a nice one... I am gonna look cool... but ron works and that makes me sad... atleast i can be with him the whole day on saturday...I need a job... i need to get me and my grandma outta here... someway somehow... why me?Man it's cold- Q