Saturday, July 7, 2007
Early!
Yeah its like almost 6 in the morn.. i got home at 4:30 as usual.... did some straigtening up.. some washin.. Yeah i was at ron's house as usual... U know i can't stand being here... I started my diet. like really started it today... I think i am doing good.. in the morning I think I will go play DDR for a couple of hours... sinse its a fun way to exercise.. Then go pay my insurance.. the chilax for the day.. Hopefully by next week I will be back to an 18 and steadily falling.. back to a size 12 like i want...I still need to goto the doctor and get checked out... I think all my stress is really taking effect on me... My mind, my eating... my emotions... Agh... i just need to do things on my own foot... I keep talkin about moving with ron... If we get the jobs that we want to, we could be making up to 2g's per person per month... I would like to get a 2 br apt for 800 and work my way from there... I still want to move to NJ in september... but if things go as planned, i should have about 9g's by then saved up and i can chill and goto school. Right now i just want to start my own life.. have my own apt u know... pay my own bills... Don't get me wrong... I will still take care of my grandma... everychance... But i can't live in this crawlhole anymore with this crazy guy called my uncle... everybody needs to grow up sometime and i feel that inorder to be able to live how i want to live, i gotta start makin my own choices. Hopefully in 4 months, I will have the 6 g's i need to move up outta here. Thursday is the day I have to go withdraw from my classes... I hate to do it, especially sinse i was doing so well.. but there comes a time in life when u just need to live your own life for what u want and not what everybody else wants.. I am definately going back to school in sep in NJ... I want to goto this college where they have my program at 66 bucks a credit. I was thinkin of going back part time, next term at a closer college to get back on track for some courses that i need so that could work. I definitely want to move me and my grandma out to Camden... its way nice out there.. and she deserves to have peace and quiet in this time of her life... She has lived her life to the fullest and she deserves time for herself. Anyway I am going to take a quick nap.. I have to goto the bank in awhile... so i will write laterTata- Q
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i hope everything goes as planned... but if u move to NJ i will miss u ;__; hey... watr u doing 4 halloween?
Nuttin at all... well lemme take that back.. I have no idea... what do u have planned! HALLOWEEN SLUMBER PARTY... don't worry.. nj is a year away.. and u'll see me every weekend hehe
me n neil and a bunch of people are going trick or treating as final fantasy characters then were porobly gonna go back 2 my house n figure out why we all have powers =P rent u psychic too?
me and ron both talk about our powers all the time.. That night we are gonna take ron's brother trick or treating then play practical jokes on people.. I might buy this victorian style dress from hot topic and be a maiden or sumthin.. or dress up in some really dark and fruity clothes and go as a poser. HAH
wtf? i just posted this i think it sumhow got deleted.hmm wat is ron's power? i was thinking 4 a while, and every close friend i have has a power. i mean, it cant possibly be normal to have a group of friends that all have powers right? neil is psychic, celeste has feelings about random things that will happen in the future totally out of the blue, tinna has premintions, me and and darah just seem to noe stuff like we noe when ppl lie, motives, when bad things will happen etc., samantha sees dead people... also every1z power have been getting stronger (ex. tinna's premintions are getting more common and clearer) and therez also the fact that we are all depressed at the same time? i was also thinking about the ways we met eachother so many coincidences just "happened" to make it all come together... we were planning on getting a qugi board for halloween to find out if it really is fate for us to be together and why this is all happening, but samantha said its dangerous because bad spirits could be let through... what do u think we should do? we all better meet up at some point that day... everyone wants to make different plans...but yeah neway i noe im makin this really long i was just gonna say itd b really kool if u could take me to the galleria sumtime... im most likely not gonna be in the city today because i woke up late and my fucking school site is down so i cant just show up cuz i have no clue which schedual is being used today... if ur going there today maybe before u leave the city u can come pick me up? are u going back to the bronx after u go 2 the city? just try and call me later either at my house 718 655 2150 or my moms cell 347 613 6796 cuz mine aint workin. if not then maybe ill try to get in touch w/ u guys. :::coincidence no longer exists:::
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